Trying to Sing After a Year of Silence by Ace Boggess

My throat whines like worn brakes,
metal rubbing metal over a wet street.

Stop. High notes fail to register.
My tongue tastes like sucking on a coin.

Hands collect their rhythm in time,
patience, & practice, but memory

plays the unwanted guest
who guzzles expensive bourbon &

forgets to turn off kitchen lights.
It takes a lot of work to recapture a moment,

feel without forced expressions,
phone calls at midnight, being done unto.

Chords are joy, & words are joy, &
even the squawk & fatigue are joy.

I have no other lyric on my mind,
appreciate the song in front of me,

its staccato thrumming, its ache
in my mouth, the loneliest twang.

 

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Ace Boggess is author of five books of poetry—Misadventure, I Have Lost the Art of Dreaming It So, Ultra Deep Field, The Prisoners, and The Beautiful Girl Whose Wish Was Not Fulfilled—and the novels States of Mercy and A Song Without a Melody. His writing has appeared in the Harvard Review, Notre Dame Review, Mid-American Review, Rattle, River Styx, and many other journals. He received a fellowship from the West Virginia Commission on the Arts and spent five years in a West Virginia prison. He lives in Charleston, West Virginia. His sixth collection, Escape Envy, is forthcoming from Brick Road Poetry Press in 2021.